Little Hi from Little I

Just thought I would check in and let everyone know that we are at a so far so good point. Nothing to report which is a good thing in this case. Jen got to talk to her Mom and brother last night and let them know what is going on and they are both uber excited. Everyone is hoping for a boy but me LOL. I don't really care all I care about is a healthy baby. I have never been so tired during a pregnancy before. I constantly feel beat. I try to not let it over take me and I try to keep up with the things that I need to get done because I feel worthless otherwise. I just sometimes wish I would be more like other women so I could not lose energy, not be on bed rest and live a 'normal' life while I am going through all of this. I know I am not worthless, I am caring for another life 24/7 but I feel like I can not properly care for the other lives that I am responsible for at the same time. It will all be worth it in the long run I know this, but there are just some times where it can all get me down and make me feel so beat.
Sorry for the ramblings I know it really does not have a lot to do with my medical condition, but I just needed to vent someplace.

Blessed Be
Lori